Entry: Envelopes: Secured or White? Tuesday, November 03, 2009



Something has changed. I bought a Pinot today instead of my usual Sauv Blanc. Hmm..no reason in particular, just a curiosity tied to the same label that provided me with the Sauv a few nights ago.

Nancy's new owner did come for her after all. It was late Saturday, but he showed up unannounced with his girlfriend and seemed as chipper and bright as ever. I couldn't possibly let go of her after all these years without a final embrace, so I quickly offered to ride along to the gas station just to soak in that noise, torque and Porsche feel one.last.time. We chatted idly along the way about his plans for the future of my car but I wasn't paying a lick of attention beyond what one needs to fake a conversation. No, I was building a final memory of that bittersweet machine; like waiting for the last drop of that sweet wine to land in your glass. We inevitably made our way back and I stepped on to the pavement and waved, forcing a smile. At risk of sounding unneccesarily dramatic, the next few moments were deliberately imprinted in my mind. I watched Nancy (or whatever her new name, if any, may be) back slowly out of the driveway, and steadily increase her speed as she sped up the street with a howl, finally disappearing behind a pine tree hiding a curve in the road.

And that's how I'll remember her: letting a fierce howl pierce the still air as she charged into whatever lied in store beyond that bend.

I think I shall toast to her tonight. Wait - not to a car, because let's face it that's just silly. No, I'll be toasting to my own triumphs and failures during the last few years. Between when I popped that hood and when I slammed it shut, I was sure to learn valuable lessons and techniques, without fail, every time. That say experience may be the best teacher - I honestly believe my car embodied that. She was as an adopted child to me. I searched for someone to bring into my life, I toured the facility where she and many others had been abandoned and I chose her. I signed the papers and took her home not to teach her anything, but to be taught the power of determination and sheer force of will.

Never would have thought I could write more than a solid paragraph on the merits of automobile restoration but here it is! Amazing lol

Tomorrow is another day of laweryin' and paperwork. I have daydreams to keep me company and whisper in my ear sweet nothings of what can be.

Oh! I meant to write a little diddy on something I find funny:

Merchants or otherwise that insist on over emphasizing the French names of wine - especially when they're terrible with pronunciation LOL
"Oh this one, sir? Yes this is a lovely SAWVINYON BLONK!"
"Myself? Well I haven't had much experience with this particular RIZE-LING.."

/rant.

I'm sorry. I just find it awfully hard to stifle a laugh while the teller attempts to show off her wine expertise :p Not that I'm much better, but I know when the jig is up!

Have an absolutely splendid evening, my loyal subjects.

   4 comments

emmz
November 3, 2009   10:26 PM PST
 
If you're toasting to Nancy, I'm right along with you. Soo many memories of her..she's a rocksolid car babe..you know it.

I love who she made you..I love when you stood up for her, I love what she taught you and how she was your escape..I love Nancy. <3
Alexus
November 4, 2009   09:18 PM PST
 
As a loyal subject, I thank you for this post. It made me laugh and cry and then laugh again. Dad is in intensive care in the hospital on a respirator... they are laying off half my team (maybe me too) on Friday, my best friend found out she has cancer and I am down, down, down. Im sure there is further down but I dont want to think about it.
I think Ill go to sleep tonight thinking of us flying down some dark road in Nancy, windows down and laughing out loud.
Alexus
November 7, 2009   09:43 PM PST
 
Hey M.. in Louisiana with my Dad after a 15 hour drive.. his lung collapsed and in intensive care but holding his own. Severe blood infection from the surgery and pneumonia in the "good lung"....but off the respirator. Brother and Sister also here. Havent seen my brother in 31 years so that was a TRIP down memory lane.
Lost my job on Friday when they "right sized" the firm by HALF. Got a hefty 7 months full pay and a friendly hand shake and "thanks for your great work, dont let the door hit you on the way out..." incredibly depressing. All but ONE of my colleagues was cut. May have an offer already but not sure of the salary yet. Internet says "average" salaries in my area for my level of experience is HALF what Im making now.. WTF??

Ive never ever been so down. Send good thoughts. I need them. Wish the pier was close enough to walk down to. It seems a thousand miles away right now.

May post something on my blog in a bit..bought a bottle of wine that D thinks I should drink ALL of so maybe I will.
If you can get to the pier.. try to find me and pull me there. I cant seem to find it on my own just now.
Alexus
November 8, 2009   12:02 AM PST
 
Left you a couple of photos on my Catte blog. Cant get into SL because the internet connection is so dreadful here. Hope you are enjoying that world and traveling. See you soon.

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